keep your pride: let it get in the way dear

First time honey, first time I've fought back
Good wonder how I never left.
It's been ages, months since we last-
tear those pictures off the wall, trash them and swear never to go back
it'll probably be over now, so pour away those days
I blew it, and this is it?
So I'll stay home and pretend I don't feel
I'm used to fibbing,
acting.
Believing I could live without you, Oh yes I could.
she'll probably be your queen in matter of a month, probably is
I don't care
So why can't I breathe?
Him, he and everyone else.
all came to take a chance and left
just this time, there won't be you to clear up my mess
Lying alone on that parquet floor, watching. Waiting.
head on the phone. Wishing.
My life, my tears; God I love it when you call
but you never call at all.
I was never that great at arguing, just very good at crying when you leave
I'll wipe away those tears on my sleeve, don't let you see it.
Walk away from me.
You'll take off just like the rest
Scream "I've finally had enough."
I understand.
so this January when I really do fly-
I'll ask her to kiss you for me, Miss supergirl-queen
and all.
Wishing someone would love me too
but I know it-
won't
be
you.