Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad?

Why things never take me to the scare, because feelings are bare.
I'm putting on this white dress, and covering up the scars
No sweetie, you don't actually fucking care
I'm sitting outside your block, wondering if I should knock
crazy tinsels of feelings, wrap around the tree
that's the lighted fairylight end-
I'm falling away from the boy who thought he loved me.

Happy birthday gramps.